Поехали!

I’ve been reading about the Petersburg censorship plans for a few hours now - I was up on the whole situation, but there have been some developments. I’ve signed two more petitions, I’ve shared the link on every medium possible for me, and I know that a lot of people I know will sign it and reblog.

And now I would like everyone to get the fuck out of my house so I can sit here and weep, throw shit off the walls, smash some fucking plates and howl until I either just fall asleep or tire myself out, and not have to talk to anyone about why, or have to explain how these accumulated pains and sorrows just wear on me every single fucking day, or need to keep it down, or apologise for being this fucking angry that people have the power to take away the slightest amount of freedom at any given turn because they’re just fucking incorrect in their view of the world. Yes, fucking INCORRECT. WRONG. No opinion, no fucking allowances - if you think I shouldn’t be able to have civil rights, then you are WRONG about the world. I do not give a shit about religion, I do not give a shit about upbringing, I do not give a shit how fucking old you are or how fucking privileged or how fucking frightened or how fucking anything. If you are the oppressor of innocent people, YOU lose YOUR right to MY sympathy. I am tired of my fucking freedom and the freedom of so many others being in the hands of those who are “just not quite fucking ready” to accept the world the way it fucking is and move the fuck on. Freedom of the innocent is not something to be divided up by allegedly celibate childfuckers, ex-KGB torturers, terrorists, robbers, bandits and liars, CEOs, wife beaters and mass murderers, and I am sick of having to live like this.

If you believe I’m angry because I think the world is shit, then you do not begin to understand. I am angry because I know we can be better, and we should be - there are no excuses left. I am angry because I am heartbroken at a species and a society failing in almost every aspect of the ideals of justice we so pompously claim to uphold. So don’t call me a fucking pessimist - if you think this is the best we can be and that I shouldn’t be pissed off, then you are the fucking pessimist. This is realism, this is how things are, and this is not fucking good enough - not for me, not for you, not for any of us.